It’s hard to think of anything else
When all I want is you.
What happened to us?
We used to be so close.
Now we seem to be set adrift
Two ships passing in the bay
Our lives running concurrent
Yet so very far apart.
Have you forgotten me?
It seems as if you have.
My heart aches so much harder
So much longer than it ever has before.
How do we get us back
Lost in this sea of kids
Of work and financial strife.
I miss us.
I miss the little things
That meant so very much.
I miss your arms,
Wrapped tight around me,
Making me feel safe and secure.
I miss my best friend
Talking and laughing
And sharing, and caring.
I hate how I feel let down
Unloved, disrespected, ignored.
How many more tears will fall
Before you see
How much this abyss between us
Is tormenting me?
All I want is
Me and You
Body, soul, and mind.
Where did you go?
Can we get us back?
I love you.
09/29/2012 at 9:35 am
I can so relate to this. It was like reading my own mind. (Hugs) from an internet stranger.
09/30/2012 at 1:29 pm
((hugs)) back. Thank you!
09/24/2012 at 7:28 pm
Blended family or not, it’s easy to get lost in the whirlpool of the family, everyone’s lives, and life as a whole. Hoping you find that smooth ground.
09/24/2012 at 7:53 pm
I get glimpses of it. Maybe life will slow down soon?
09/24/2012 at 3:28 pm
I hope things will be smoothed out soon. My prayers are with you.
09/24/2012 at 5:58 pm
Thanks.
09/24/2012 at 3:21 pm
This is exactly how I feel on the weekends we have the girls over. Set adrift. It is so difficult! Praying for your peace.
09/24/2012 at 5:57 pm
Xoxo for getting it.
09/24/2012 at 11:01 am
I’m so sorry you are going through a rough patch. I hope it can be figured out, smoothed over and you can begin to move forward together again.
{HUGS}
09/24/2012 at 12:37 pm
This whole summer has been one big rough patch after another. Hopefully we will find smooth ground again and soon.
09/24/2012 at 10:19 am
I felt every word of that and I just want you to know that I’m holding your heart and know how this feels. All will be well my friend, all will be well. Until it is, I’m here to offer friendship and a shoulder.
thinking of you.
09/24/2012 at 12:38 pm
Thanks, Kir. Someone told me that blending a family is really hard on the parents and many relationships are destroyed. I’m not wanting to join those statistics and honestly, I don’t even know that “blending a family” is just an excuse or the eye-opener.